Grayfire's little piece of reality...
Enough's enough! I've been in a personal limbo for far
too long, now I want out!
My latest stuff...
The thoughts that I have had must necessarily be as numerous as all of
the moments of my life. Since I do not want to attempt to recall them all nor to
forget the important ones, I have decided to write a few of them down in the
form of poetry
Some people have told me that once they read what I have written (prose),
they are amazed at how different my thoughts must be from their own, and that
they are worth note. Thus I have decided to share a few of those also. Showing
the world how I see it is some times difficult, but I am willing to make
the effort, if you are willing to read what I write. So sign my Journal
to let me know that you have been here, tell me what you think.
As a child, I was incouraged to do the things that I enjoy,
consequently my interests are many. Besides attempting to write :) I do many
things but most of these, you'll never get to see. My fascination for Role-Playing
, and some of my strange but note worthy ideas, I can however show to
you, just give me time.
-Why write? Someone asked me why I write and this is a pretty good answer. I
write for many reasons and chief among them is that I really have no choice. The
patterns of thought that drive me require that my words exist beyond my mind,
and although speaking makes that possible, i could make an analogy between
masturbation and sex; it's not nearly as fulfilling.
I write to clarify some
of my own ideas. i write in order to receive positive attention. Do you know how
much it means to me when some way praises my writing? Right now I have neither a
girlfriend nor a boyfriend but that doesn't seem to matter when I've got enough
"insignificant others" to fill that emptiness with comments and compliments. If
I can't have a physical lover or even a "lust buddy," I'm damned sure going to
have some way to balance that.
My writing seems to be the easiest way for me
to share my "unsharable parts." I write when I'm lonely. I write when I'm sad. I
write when I'm excited. I write when I'm confused. I write when I'm bored. If
I'm not writing them i'm usually at least thinking about doing so. I don't kid
myself as much as I used to. When I write and someone loves it then it tells me
that though no one seems to want my body, my mind and my spirit are definitely
worth while. So basically writing keeps me alive by making sure that I value
myself enough to witness tomorrow.
If you can't forgive me for working slowly I've got a simple solution
Don't come back!
If you want to email me try email@example.com and
I'll get back to you at some point.
Who do you love?
Test your personality?
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I'm constantly surprised by the fact that though I am one of the wierdest
people I know, I've still got friends...
I "dig" Doug's page.
What's a Rhubarb ?
Who knew what Stew knew?
is Mr. Barnabus?
What do you believe
You're not alone, other people have been here!
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